WeAreSIN
ArtisticI've had an Un-named, Re-occuring masked character in my dreams Since I was in 8th grade. He gave me all the advice I ever needed on whatever path I chose to walk. He was always thee most disappointed out of every one when I did something...disgraceful, particularly when I gambled with my life. So It goes without saying that that conscience was a big part of my life. He's the reason I put projekt in everyone of my usernames.
Projekt was an artsy fartsy term to my experimentation on finding myself and where I stand in this world (it also loosly referes to Linkin Parks Projekt Revolution of Reanimation, which in itself, feels like a dream.) Be it social Myspace, viral youtube, musical last.fm, gnarly snowboardaddicts and artsy Deviantart...the goal was to camouflage and see how I excelled in those given feilds.
However, In recoil, this masked my true personality and left my definition up to option of the beholder. I also constantly weakened myself by letting out more emotion than needed without realizing it. Like a loose canon. Everything I said came across as a plea for pity, when it was just in fact, truth. This has cost me some friends Local and international. With this realization came conclusion.
On the night of august 29, the masked man said his goodbye. You finally understand and therefore, I am needed no more...so he said to me.
What this translates to in sane english is that the Projekt is no more. No more spilling on my personal life, It's strictly theme from now one (so help me), No more vain habits that distract from subject, No more nicknames for each of my alter ego's, From now on, We Are S.I.N.
This profile and all other project profiles will be deleted once I am fit to do so. All new Profiles will go along the asumed name--->[link]
Devious Comments
Is the masked character your sub-concuss, or an imagainary character made to deal with stress.
Did the masked character leave you because felt he/she did their part and was no longer needed, or left because you closed the book on some friends.
I don't know whats going on but, I'm a little concerned for you since your one of the first friends I made when I moved here. If you need to talk about it well here I am listening for ya.
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"Freedom and Consequence" -JG
real cool link check it out.
I've been creating/discovering characters within my own mind to help me understand or explain to myself some parts of life, since I was very young.
When eventually I understood or had worked through those situations, those characters faded into the background and eventually disappeared. I still think about them sometimes.
Moving on is a part of life we all know.
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"Madame, that is the ugliest nose I have ever seen, and I complement you on it; it suits you."
His job is done, I understand now.
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Meet my elite ninjas
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And what do you understand man, I'm sorry dude but I haven't seen ya in months so I have no idea how your acting.
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"Freedom and Consequence" -JG
real cool link check it out.
Because I lived with depression and anxiety from fifth grade to nearly half a year ago. And the whole time I was depressed I felt more alone then an empty room even my mind wanted to run from me. I still have anxiety thou.
I'm not saying your weird but I don't understand what these characters are.
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"Freedom and Consequence" -JG
real cool link check it out.
Like seeing it from the outside, you know what I mean?
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"Madame, that is the ugliest nose I have ever seen, and I complement you on it; it suits you."
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"Freedom and Consequence" -JG
real cool link check it out.
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"Madame, that is the ugliest nose I have ever seen, and I complement you on it; it suits you."
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